| philosophy 1101 |
[Oct. 21st, 2009|12:13 pm] |
i'm sitting in class right now, but it's kind of boring.. because its philosophy.
i definitely don't have any interest in this class - who knew critical thinking would be related to philosophy? not me.
Erick just tried to stab me in the throat with a pen wtf erick!?!?!?!? >:O
ha, but exciting enough, i'm bored. :(
good story- the end. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2009|02:04 am] |
There will come a time in your life when you become infatuated with a single soul. For this person you’d do almost anything without even thinking about it. When asked why, you have no answer. You’ll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do. You’ll try to deny it and try to make excuses to avoid facts. As much as you try, you’ll never be able to avoid your feelings. No matter how badly it hurts, or how badly you hate it, you realize..You could really love this person for the rest of your life. Without regret.
uhm. YES.
even though i don't have you.
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[Oct. 28th, 2008|11:21 pm] |
i'm pro-choice. on basically every issue ever. hahah.
individuals should be allowed the right to choose whatever they so please.
i don't like how we worry so much about how other people choose to live our lives
we worry so much to the fact that we so caught up we totally forget how to live our own.
even though i don't support murder, and i don't support someone having the choice whether to murder someone or not
i don't believe it's murder to terminate a pregnancy within the first month.
after that, it gets a little iffy, because it becomes an actual being and moves and stuff.
so eh, i don't know. pro-choice, so i don't have to decide myself. lol :) |
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|01:03 am] |
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a person who says "let's meet halfway" usually thinks they're standing on the dividing line. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2008|01:07 am] |
haha soo last night was fun
and i dont even mean it to sound dirty or anything
because it was just fun. without anything bad.
first i saw step brothers with jordan and it was really funny :)
theres nothing really else to say about that except jordan wasnt funny until i talked to him on the phone later that night
but anyway..
and then i went to carrollton to burger king with nito and we got apple fries (which are totally lame..) and ate them at the lake in the dark at some picnic tables. people were bringing their kids there at like 11 at night!! it was so weird!!
but anyway then we were driving around like whaaat we want some hot wings. so we got some hot wings. hahah. from this little place in carrollton that's open til like 4am. pretty awesome. they were really good. and then we got caught at a railroad crossing thing and the train was just sitting there. so we put on rap music and danced outside my car. and yeah lol it was interesting.
thennnn we went back to burger king where he parked his car and there was this black dude sitting there waiting on his ride. its like 1am and stuff so yeah its late. so we talked to him and he just moved here from ohio to go to school, his name is Trey and hes awesome haha. but yeah then he left and i went home.
and talked to jordan for like 5 hours
hahahah
hes so funny. we prank called people. it was fun even though we only called like 2 people? lol
oh well.
im tired of writing cause im so sleepy....................
byeee |
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[Jul. 26th, 2008|11:44 pm] |
idk.
im tired of being rejected. basically.
(lolol at basically. he rejected me too :/ sux)
i mean, i know other people have bigger problems
but im allowed to feel, too.
and im also allowed to express my feelings. and to talk about it.
but anyway...
i was all excited about coming home
but for what?
theres nothing here for me. honestly.
everyones leaving. or has already left
or i just can't see them anymore.
blah. i guess... school starts back in like a few weeks. so that'll be good i guess...
getting to see people again. and stuff. yeah.
i'll be alone there too lol.
but that's okay. i'm ready to get school over with. forrealz.
ahh. man. whatever idk even what else to write to express how i feel.
i just feel really lonely and i feel like i want the wrong kind of things.
blah. |
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| wtf? |
[Jul. 26th, 2008|01:19 am] |
so i'm still in florida
i keep wanting to say california cause thats where i wish i really was
but ah
we're leaving tomorrow sometime
but we gotta be out of the condo/room thing at 10am
meh.
but anyway, ah, im gonna update on what happened each day. because i can type faster than i can write and yeah blah blah whatever
monday - we drove here. it took 6 hours. which was okay i guess. better than driving to california *lulz* even though we flew. but whatev. it was okay. it was evening by the time we got here, and so we didn't really get much beach time. it was alright though.
tuesday- got up at like 10am to go lay out on the beach. pretty much the only freaking fully sunny day we had all week. laid out basically all day. haha. watched some hot guy and his dad play with a beach ball or something. the guy reminded me of a dog haha how they catch stuff in the water.. ya know? lol. anyway. talked to him. he's from memphis, guy named Watson. 21. pretty interesting i suppose. nice family. then i met this other guy named Morgan and hes been chillin with me here the past few days. fun. we went out that night to seaside, and i met some of his friends. seaside is really cute.
wednesday- watson left. it rained. went shopping with morgan in Destin and saw Wanted with him, too. he bought me 5 dollar icecream from coldstone and it tasted horrible lol. and he gave me a back massage. good stuff
thursday- basically slept til 2pm or so. and then went down to the beach, and it was cloudy so i went and slept more. then watched tv. lame ass day. lol. oh wait i drove to Destin by myself and it took forever just to get Wendys and Burger King. cause of stupid traffic. and it was Logan's birthday :)
friday- today. basically the same as yesterday. ahah. except i went back to Destin AGAIN and morgan bought a new camera from best buy. now i'm just sitting here.
tomorrow i think we're gonna get out of the condo by 10am and then we're gonna go out to the beach because it's supposed to be clearer tomorrow. wew hew. hopefully it will be.. or i'm gonna be pissed. cause i only got a little bit more tan than i already was. bummer d00d.
weeeee school starts back in a few weeks, like two i think hahah. fun. :) and monday we have this open house thing + i work. yay. i get free stuff too. yaayy lol. stoked about school honestlyyyy
cant wait to get it over with and go on to college :)
ah. i wrote a lot. yay |
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[Jul. 21st, 2008|12:43 am] |
i'm trying to stab an ant with a sewing needle. it isn't working hahahh.
so seriously? i can't remember the last time i actually lied. well maybe i can. but i don't wanna go into that.
is not telling the whole truth considered lying?
if it is, i lie a lot.
but i don't think it is.
haha :)
i used to have so much to say, but nowhere to say it. and now that i have somewhere to say it, i have nothing to say.
well i guess i do. someone passed away recently. well almost a month ago now. but i met him once. and the whole time i sat at his house with him, his mom, my best friend, and her friend, i kept quiet. i didn't even bother to try and get to know him. all i had to say was "i'll never see him again, so who caress?" what a jerk i am. now i really will never see him again. and i feel horrible for saying that.
and lately... i don't feel anything. at all. i feel blank. i don't know why. no happiness, no sadness. it's like i'm numb haha but i know i'm not.
anywayy i was just thinking about last summer's vacation to california. it was pretty awesome. i remember the last night we stayed there we stayed downtown LA and it was crappy. because we had to book a hotel at the last minute, and blah the hotel reminded me of the movie HOSTEL! there was all these german people working there, too. and then hah i went to swim in the pool around 10 or 11 at night i think, and there were these 2 foreign girls talking to these two american guys.... i was like ahhhh its just like the movie! and the rooms there were really creepy haha and old like yeahhhh
but hm in a little bit we're going to be leaving to go to florida and stay on the beach in a condo on some private little section of the beach. i don't know where. but it should be fun. i'm looking forward to it. maybe i'll make friends. lol
i'm tired of writing. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2008|03:30 am] |
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i'm just at a point in my life right now where i can't have everything i want at the snap of my fingers, i'm learning patience, and good things really do come to those who wait. sometimes i'm just afraid i'll end up waiting forever for nothing. all my time wasted on high hopes of something good to come. time goes by so slowly for those who wait. |
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| an old about me. |
[Jun. 1st, 2008|03:52 pm] |
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i have no motivation, and basically all i do is read and drive a lot. eventually i plan on being a corporate lawyer, but i have a long way to go. i obsess over really stupid things, and i get my hopes up too often about things. i used to say "stuff happens" but then stuff happened to me, so i stopped saying it. i spend a lot of my time and effort driving around carrollton, or wherever i feel, trying to find whatever it is that i'm looking for, whatever it is that i feel i lack. wish i knew. wish i could say i'm happy with the way things are going, even though i'm not necessarily unhappy with them, they're just blah. i understand things could always be worse, in which case, i'd be unhappy. i'm just not satisfied with whatever satisfaction was yesterday, or tomorrow. i believe in God yeah, but i don't go to church. maybe some of the void in my life would be filled with that, but there's just nowhere to go. more and more lately i'm finding i'm not as happy alone. i'm not so sure life is all about me anymore though. i dont think it ever was. this is me. |
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